R.I.P. Granddad

Its been a strange few days for me. I found out that my Granddad in China passed away on Friday. Strangely enough, I wasn't really upset. I guess we knew it was going to happen any time, which is why my Mum went back for over a month last year to spend time with Granddad and Grandma. I think I am probably more upset that I am NOT upset about him passing away. I think it's a bit different for me compared to the rest of my family. I was born and raised in Australia, so whenever I did see him, it was for the week or the month I am in China visiting. I never grew up with him living down the street from me. And because of other reasons, I haven't been back to China for almost 5 years. I think that's probably my biggest regret, that I haven't been back to see him or my Grandma for quite a few years. At least he passed away at home surrounded by his family with his last final wish fulfilled. R.I.P. Granddad.